2006-04-11 - 2:32 p.m.
hey okay-
enough with lameness.
i feel like crap
ya this happens a few times a year
where i feel so blah i could walk around with a afucking paper bag on me and i wouldnt care.
being lonely sucks. but being alone is worse.
i wish i had some more feel for my reality.
jumping in time for differnt aspects on life.
im hating the bitterness of my change.
im going insane.
insane.
insane.
insane
anyway not really but ugh.
im giving some clothes away when i realized i owned clothes i dig but wouldnt wear anymore.
so ya.
so ya
the small things r freaking me out.
im spposed to goto a chinese, or japanese healing tonihgt. at first skeptical now very curious.more to come.
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