2006-01-19 - 3:05 p.m.
hey
so im seeing a decline in the length
and depth of my writings now a days
i cant always understand why.
i know i havnt been posting a lot about myself like before, but its not just the obvious reasons like time.
i mean i have been more private in the last few months than i ever have in my whole life.
this past week has kinda been depressing.
im not sure why.i think its cuz i miss my bf. or maybe its because im back in school?
who knows. ive been feelin a lil better since the weekend is nearing.
has anyone ever noticed i always get shitfaced at parties? Yeah mee too. haha
im going to the gym in awhile.
then if im there long enough i might stay for a pilates class.
ah, whatver.
i can be so quiet. i always blame certain events in my life for that
but i really shuld be able to let things go. but its incredible how one alllows things to stay heavy on on ur heart and mind.its always felt fresh hurt, remorse, manipulation all stays fresh?
ahhhh
i always wonder who reads my diary.i know there r a few people....but who?
lemmie make a SHOOUT OUT tonthose who i know occasionally read my diary...
BOB
ZeliNA
Luz,
and....?i know oscar usd to, and i thnk at some point joseph read it.but. thats all i know of....
so. if u leave ur name. i can know.huh?
and hey of u wanna be mysterious about it, cuz u have some wild crush on me....
fine :}bt at least leave some sign...im dying of curiousity.
and i know SOME people dont have time. but the chat box is down there and itll really only take a cuple o seconds.
hey and....
I wanna know?! who is sweetback...hehe
im so curious.. u sure are slippin me a mickey?
oh i saw my buddy abe the other. he usd to be my oldest bros best friend..
dude. random i hadnt seen him in years. and theere he was at naravez on sauders?
so funny?
he's known me since b4 i was born. lol.
im in a class with tony parker's bro.weird huh?
and my Art History prof, is a nutzo he;s great!well i better go to the gym before i wanna have another oreo!
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