2005-04-12 - 8:48 p.m.
okay
I cant help and be ignorant towards my recent moods.
im not sure whats going on.
but ive been moody
mssing lori.
upset for this and that mainly things i have no control over.
i could scream. really i could
i cant wait to move. and loath to leave the *One i love.
for he is in the shadows anyway. and there is not much to do.
As morrisey says
i could have been wild and free but nature played this trick on me
And now im sitting here with work
and disamusment,
and ive been excercing.but not nearly enough
today i was exausted all afternoon.
i needa gofer a good swim.
maybe toommrow. but i need to remember to pack sunblock or i refuse to go.
Im glad they caught those terrorist lookng at the finacial buillding.
itsabout time they caught someone doing somthing wrong; because it seems like people get stopped by cops wayyyyy tooo much
Im trying to think of the last piece of meat i had, hm
sum chkn in my soup this afternoon.
spoiled?hell no :D
must wash my hair, oohhh yeah sexy.
I dont know how personal the internet gets really.
as far as who reads.
i mean love it only a click away.
or pure angst. well this may not make sense to you today
but one day it will click
that the world is round;
that purple ,orange, and green are triadic ;the queen is dead; people with busted lips arent hoodlems.
oh and speaking of hoodlems. Im in love with one. Yes and he's very deserving of my love.
wait,or is he?
You know there isnt much to life,
there could be mmore. but lets face it. we live here? for now.
I cant wait to just take off somewhere in the middle of the night.
to run in the streets smashed. and (not vomiting in rome this time)
paintin the most disrespect and contempt for those incharge
ugh let there be a time.for this really.
oh my slacking off goes best with beer.
anyways
au revoir
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