2005-03-10 - 12:40 a.m.
Hello. there Magnificant magicians.
oh how i long to be free.
I can feel the pulls weigh down on me.
Thank god beauty isnt everything otherwise i may have had a heart attack.
anyway. I needa a new swimsuit, i can feel the urge to slurge on it soon.
Italy trip will b sweetness.
We hope to get some cool kicks on route 66.
I miss the evil boy who peeled my earth away like a fresh banana.
I love these cute little goats.
Is it becoming more and more aparent of my lack of self control.
Oh i was reading that as men age, the back of their brain gets more and more destroyed over time well deteriorated is the correct word. and That there actions dealing with that area of the brain have to do with reasoning consequences and Actions. Ohh yea. So. My tummy is cramping up and its very not cool.
Oh oh. oh.
Art Jam today was cool.
tommrow. i needa wake up early and work.story of my life. I should really stop living my life and devote my brain to knowledge fuck the outside world. good god. Did i mention my girlfriend was in a coma? No. I guess it wasnt that important anyway.
Oh how i hate that other guy who has killed my trip. yes you know who you are you savage.
Is it me? or am i always ranting about somthing TRES worthless like a guy or an outfit. Okay/ i guess because these are major outlets I obviously need to tell the World Wide Wait about.
Because if they werent Id write about my classes but i get enough of them in class.
Its not that i am sick of learning lets just say id rather download the class into my brain.
When will we be more efficient?
I got a new blog site. called.
"Maximizing your life"
basically about whatver being more productive. tho um. no one has really 'blogged' with me.
So im studing on my free time about creams high in certain coppers.
thinking of doing some investing in a major conglomerate company.but whatver. we needa become more fiscally aware. Im doing it now. but im spending it all in italy. So. um. thats not fiscally sound
However. I do believe Im going to begin my real fiscal hold on the way back.
mainly because i had lost my dream for a bit. but i realize the prize is what i make it no?
I suppose someone who is reading this may be confused? you know maybe its all too general?Maybe?you know. Im not important enough for a testimonial. nah.
lol. oh how i love to poke fun at myself. okay is it self depricating?OF COORSE.I am often wishing no?
I fucking miss lori.
it seems as if one of the only people that i really confided in has been gone too long. All i can hope for is to talk to her again. that is one of my biggest wishes computer gods, if your out there listening to me right now.
Oh and by the way if you could forgive me for my lustful thoughts.
Goodnight moon.
Goodmorning to Marco in Italy.
I wish for my cat to eat her little rat
and to taste the magic on the slat
i hope one day to measure the bat
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