2003-07-14 - 12:04 a.m.
okay.
Wouldnt it be just beautiful to run away with someone and be madly inlove with them.Imagine finding that someone.
Think of how it feels after you know this person exists. How can they co-exist w/o you. it almost feels as if you dont exist w/o this counter part. That is not true.However, it feels nice in a strange way to know.someone is always there. When you have a really bad day. and they hug you and tell you your great. and make everything go away. These are nice feelings that everyone at one point er another in their life wants. because they dont want to be solo. Is that true? The search for companionship.
Even in the short term. You know you only had a connection. however..that was the knowledge you did not have before into others ways. Its a connection. its an experience.I just dream of meeting them. having this great frolic of a life. I want that for myself.I want to love and not worry.My ex, he was being a big lame-oh today. meanie head he called me names. lol. but. i mean.i just didnt appriciate it. whatver. i wish i could still rely on him like i did in the past but. I CAN'T :(
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