2003-03-11 - 10:04 p.m.
There are some things in this world you can bare....
and some things you shouldn't bare.
They tell you don't take it.
but....you think....hey.....if i want to make this work. i have to be willing to sacrifice anything .everything no matter what it is. i mean. you can't be half-ass about who yoo love.....ya know?
I don't want to be.
but. how can he be so inconsiderate?
Its not fair. im always trying for us. I need to stop. Im putting into this way too much. and not getting enough out. not money wise. not anything stupid wise. but love and patience wise. Ive tried so much to not care. I ignor a lot. This will stop. stop letting him step on me. whenever he feels like. because its okay to make me mad. and upset but him is a total differnt story. lets start to play on my field of eternal landmines and only i know where they are. Yes me. because
i will NOT let this happen ANYMORE.
okay so what if thats bullshit. Im going to try it out.
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